When I see you sky as a kite

E-word,

Had a little to drink tonight- probably not enough to really impair me, but enough that my head is floating a little. I haven't yet gotten into the habit of writing, though it is on my mind. I'm still reading 'Something Happened', but I am getting near the end. I wonder what happens to Bob Slocum; does he lose his mind? The writing is getting much weirder, Bob's thoughts are pretty jumbled, like he's losing grip.

El is finally coming home tomorrow. I am glad. Having my family around is great, especially since El has moved back. The future is bright, despite all the badness in the air. We have much to look forward to.

You know, now that I don't believe in nostalgia (one of these days I'll have to reflect on why I believed the old days were ever better than now), I look to the future with a lot less fear. It can be no worse than the past was, and regardless, it will be new. Maybe not shiny or bright, but it'll be new, and maybe odds are better for the future.

Love,

Toe