Nervous diarrhea

E-word,

Whew, nice to have that exam off my back, but at the same time I have another one coming up in two weeks. I think the thing that is most amazing about me going to school especially at this age and voluntarily is the fact that I have an enormous test phobia. I truly believe that I don't take tests well, which I think has become self-fulfilling prophecy. I'll have to work on that.

It's Tuesday morning, and for the first weekday this semester I actually got a decent amount of sleep. Augh, semesters. After I graduated it took me a couple of years to stop measuring time by semesters.

I really go up and down on this school thing. Like, part of me believes it's a good thing to do for myself, my career, learning is good, etc, but another part of me is like, man, I'd like to go the gym or read a book or like go out or something, but ha, the funny thing I'm guessing is if I didn't have school I'd just be watching tv or something useless.

Man, I'm incoherent.

Work sucks dick!

Toe