Dirty old men

Toe,
Yes, when we are 50 we will still remember our young loves. I think we will. And we'll probably still look at young women lustily. Somehow I don't think we'll feel like feel like dirty old men, but we might.

Lately, I don't feel dirty looking at young women, especially if they seem to want to be looked at. However, if one of them happens to notice me looking, I do feel instantly dirty, as in "Oh, my god, she is young enough to be my daughter, if I had a kid at 23 like I would have if I were born a decade earlier."

God, I have to stop writing.
Love,
E-word