If you fall I will catch you, I will be waiting

So, I've come to the conclusion that enduring is not really a solution, because there is such a thing as friendly fire or collateral damage or innocent victims or something, and in this case it would be my ridiculous monkey son that I love quite a lot. While there may be no love in my actual marriage, and maybe no hope for reconciliation, enduring will not do anyone any good. That's not to say that leaving and starting again is easy or desirable either. Listening to sappy songs on Rhapsody make me think I can make my stupid marriage work, but I know that's not how it works, either. Love, Toe